woke up at 815 just for mabel and andrea, sat and watched the sec ones practice, started dancing (triplets!!) and tried to remember old enigma steps, and the imm dance

yeh yeh its been almost two years,

dancing after the sec ones ended their practice was good :)

OH and a few of them got new converse sneakers and white and pink track pants which may i add, cost $45 and $69 respectively, and guess what some rich friend of theirs bought it for them when she brought them out shopping with a thousand dollar note yesterday.

like, omg

mabel, jo and i cabbed back to my house for my brother's party and when we reached back someone was like look! more cheerleaders (or something like that) questionmarkplease.

attempted to mix music for the sec ones, gave up, sat, ate and talked with my maid and sis at the bbq pit, came up with a whole lot of rubbish like "yes!! step on it!!" and mabel ate the sausage that rolled into the plants HAHAH. and we've decided the agenda for national day holiday: go tanning, then play pool or something, then go to bugis village aaaahh shopping!

and i tell you my dad gave jo wine and kept asking her if she wanted some more (unfair treatment ah) my mom demanded to see her ic hahahha. then he was like mabel! want some? and mabel thought he said whats your name? and mabel was like OH, MABEL! hahahah what a retard.

they went home, i fell asleep and i woke up cos it was too noisy. so here i am.

eh yknow what, im gon browse ebay now. its damn fun please

Do you care if I dont know what to say
Will you sleep tonight or will you think of me
Will I shake this off, pretend it's all okay
That theres someone out there who feels just like me
There is.
/Box Car Racer, There Is

Mabel on the left, Beverley (me) on the right

read this at gretchen's blogg "although some of them (sec ones) can't differentiate between mabel and beverley, which i think is SO FUNNY. hahaha"

i forgot to mention that veekay, mabel and i came up with a lil dance to eminem's ass like that, i say its pretty cool

ok first things first, ive really gotta go find my green and gold puma bag. like seriously. the green stripy crumpler just wont do. a new handbag. green havianas. the green and yellow adidas jacket. spongebob balloon! that straw bag. white bling bling belt. the denim skirt from zara. aaaaaaahhhhhh

oh yeah ALAMAK, i cant left split anymore. )(#*$)(_#*%)_#% i can, but its damn whoa. eeyer,


finished the emath test in 35 min, had to redraw my graph three times (!!!)

kinda rushed for the danceamania meeting, and guess what? only georgy, deborah, kyna, keisha, jaime, khym, adeline, veekay and myself were there.

what the hell happened to the rest of you choreographers?
sooo i was quite annoyed.
but its good.
there's meeting tomorrow again. but guess what? i cant make it cos ive got bio prac test.
OH JOY.

edited the script and all with kyna and veekay, then watched the jam performance at last year's danceamania. woah we were quite coordinated ah. i love,

went for dinner with nor, mabel and jo then back to school for night study; did example 14 of accounts from 730 to 9. not at all productive but beats staying at home and watching tv i guess

and i hope i fall sick tonight so i dont hafta go to school and do the accounts and bio prac test tomorrow, oh please let me fall sick

y'know what, danceamania is quite stressful after all.

things have been happening
way too fast.

danceamania, for one
i gotta be done with the script by tomorrow, cos we're gon have a meeting
ah where's veekay?!

went to mabel's (new!) house, sat on the floor (no sofa yet), ate ice and strepsils and just talked
then went to long johns to eat and talk some more.

found out some stuff, told her some stuff, its all really weird. ah, just stop.

i REALLY needa go do dance stuff now.
gon talk to my boo later, I CANT WAIT.
later.

this song's been in my head for ages.
How do you cope when
The one you love is with somebody else
And there's nothing you could do about it
ah get out.

red hot chilli peppers, higher ground
hawt stuff man.

navras, the matrix revolutions
which, yes, is the sa syf song
i like. :D

i cant find my centerstage vcd!
ROAR.

i needa dance, now.

sa dance night, rapture;

(photos up! click here)

whoa. it was DAMN GOOD.

went with the dancers: vk, mabel, andrea, keisha. nor and jo, dianne, carrie, mitch, kyna, tm, lydia and all were there too.

they do so many different genres of dance, and they're good man, they're good.
aye, but we didnt dare take photos in case the camera suddenly flashed or whatever.

went down to fort canning after that, the primary school was having the movie under the stars thing. it was pretty romantic, sitting on the grass watching some godknowswhat movie.

i want to go for movie under the stars tonight! but noooo im not, ROAR,

ah, i want to watch rapture again

from now on, i shall
- stretch more
- work on a perfect painless 180 degree split
- get a nice stomach
- study hard

im seriously considering sa now, hahahahah.

aiight. gon upload photos now.
laterr.

How do you deal when you wanna be with
the one you love but the one you love is
with somebody else
What do you do when you know she don't love you
but she loves her but she aint lovin' you faraway
you just deal with it, deal with it
I dont wanna have to live with it.
I gotta take it though it's heartbreakin'
It's something that I had to do
But nobody said that it would hurt so bad
So how do I live,
how do I deal without you.

racial harmony day; jacinta finished up her camera batteries taking pics (of mostly herself) then searched round class for more cameras to terrorise. oh, the horror

'supervised' the sec ones with mabel and andrea (and i did most of the shouting), taught 2 8s, learnt their names and bonded a bit, coolshit aye.

marianne valerie melissa joyce janice cheryl mariah gillian audrey rachel lianne vanessa and omg, i cant remember one name. eh mabel, at least i can remember like, 12 outta 13 k! hahha.

oooh and i want to go for triqnaqi! ah damn it.

lunched with nor, mabel, andrea, jacinta and jo. it was fun, yeh we were loudddd

then went back to school for night study. decided to skip bio lesson and just study in the canteen. ok i didnt get anything done. there wasnt anything for me to do. roar. so i went home.

slow suicide like it or not
its what we do
the songs they sing are in the key
of the illusion of pain and its irony
in the midst of lust
and dropping names
the drugs, they numb
and they keep us sane.

/Jamisonparker, Slow Suicide

yeh yeh , THIS IS SLOW SUICIDE. or shall i say, murder

My heart is broken
My scars split open
So this knife will be my god
And take me from this world

was supposed to attend the danceamania meeting, but mrs zailee asked me to help with the sec ones, so i did

cleaned up steps, taught them new ones

i think i should just leave my triplets to the job man. i dont need the unnecessary stress HAHA

and in case some of you sec ones are reading this, im really, a nice person after all :)

hahahahahah

and im getting a headache just thinking of games for danceamania, someone HELP!

P.S danceamania synopsis due on thursday, ill be waiting!

Jacinta and i saw a book at the library that day called 'The Losers Club',

and i think that title totally fits the bunch of you.

looks like some people's plan backfired eh? cos they're still next to each other.

too bad for specifically, the four of you. and especially you, you just watch out la. i cant stand you.

argh! those bitches just totally ruined my day, first thing in the morning. like omfg please.

im sitting next to sam now. :) and we realised that every racial harmony day, we're sitting with each other. coolshit aye?

Jacinta and i waited for Nor and Jo after school, then went for lunch at far east. omg can i please tell you that i want to buy a cow for $70. in the philippines, that is. COOL SHIT EH! and those three idiots were just laughing at me. excuse me, im dead serious la. roar.

i am cow, hear me moo! hahahaha. nor was so annoyed by my singing. hoho.

COWS ROCK! :D

You're thinkin' so complicated
I've had it way up to here
But it's so over rated
Love and hate it
Wouldn't trade it
Love me Jaded.

don't cha wanna ride, baby

Joss Stone is addictive, i swear.

i woke up at 1030 today. early yes? hah, all thanks to Joanna Goh. we watched the L word (can i say omg please. it was so WRONG) and glued ourselves to the computer chair. like okay. hoho.

had tuition from 7 to 9. wanted to go for baybeats after that, but it was raining or rather, drizzling, and i hate to go out when its raining so yeahhhh

i want to go see electrico tomorrow please

and thanks to my wonderful persuading skills, Jacinta and i don't have tuition tomorrow. joy!

watched girls in love and the amanda show on nickelodeon. HAHAHA. amanda bynes never fails to crack me up. MAHA!

the epitome of cuteness

those were the twins we saw at kfc. ah, im in love with them please. they're just simply adorable. i was smiling at them, then one waved, the other followed, then when they left they were like waving. soo cute! :D

today was a day of tests and more tests. first period, catechism. watched some video. then physics prac test. then emath test. then recess. then english (i fell asleep), then bio prac test. roar.

helped mabel with the sec one dancers. um. it was. weird. yeah. hah! helped to clean up steps and all..

i dont wanna go to school tomorrow. lit test. AH. that means cramped hand due to the amount of pages we gotta write in such a short time. i hate writing lit essays please. but NO, i gotta go to school cos we've got listening compre.

ktrenhrekjikljoeark!

new upcoming classes at LADC! salsa, mtv, hiphop. starts in august. but where, tell me where am i gon find the time to go for class every monday 7pm-8pm?! o levels just end quick.

hello world!

we had sex in school today.

yeah you got that right, we had sex during bio. hahahah mrs chu gave us test tubes of distilled water each, and we were supposed to go around having sex by mixing the water with the other person's. how cool is that?! i was supposed to ahem, have sex twice, so i did it with keisha and monica. hoho.

but actually, mrs chu contaminated a few test tubes with sodium chloride. or was it hydroxide? i cant remember, then she made us line up for this std test. hahah! and she dropped a few drops of um, i cant remember what. if it remained clear, you're safe! mrs chu was like, congrats! you're clean. HAHA. then when someone's turned purple, everyone would go AHHH OHHH you have syphillis!! and we got reaaallyyy excited.

mrs chu is soo funny.

bio made me happier, after something. ah, forget about that la.
HAVE I MENTIONED i got another lit essay to do? roar,

so scandalous

oh, did i mention that i swept mabel off her feet on saturday?
yeahhh i did :D
cos that silly poot had a major huge blister on her foot, and i wanted to carry her up the stairs, so i just grabbed her suddenly but sadly, i wasnt strong enough

everytime we touch

started the day off by waking up late, had to wash my hair spray and gel filled hair, followed by hair drying it, then rushed to church where i proceeded to stone for the next one hour with jacinta sitting two pews behind messaging me

today's tuition was just about the funniest, ever.

we bought mamee noodle snack which came in a big packet of 10 for a dollar, and during tuition jacinta suddenly got the idea to cut out all the monsters on the packets and stick it on each door, the light switch, above the toilet sink, on the director's room sign, and the biggest monster was pasted on the glass door right in front. it was so funny we laughed till our stomachs hurt.

walked aimlessly around hougang mall, i swear that place is damn boring. borrowed two books from the library (OC! OC! OC!), bought meiji plain crackers and headed home

when i received a message from my tuition teacher "U are very noti huh! My whole place is full of mami." followed immediately by a phone call from jacinta who received the same message. and then we laughed some more.

i swear im gon develop abs soon from all that laughing.

downloaded over 20 songs.. and counting.
consisting of rather old songs eg. accidentally in love, too phat's just a lil bit and etc.
its just so addictive and im lovin it

dont phunk with my heart

ah, the last performance ever is over

met mabel, khym, jaime, nut, veekay and andrea in the morning, went for lunch, and etc (i shall not mention) then cabbed to school and we were late. hoho.

practiced twice, oh the horror! it was absolutely crap. tied our hair, in the bus on the way there. and jo and nor the extras came with us too. haha

it was so hot when we got to sentosa, ah didnt have time to tan *#$(#*$_@ practiced once and the dance mats were just burning. ouch.

did makeup, hair, had to rush towards the end as usual, we danced, there was so many people please. the whole musical fountain was filled with people/tourists/whatever. quite cool ah. haha.

OMFG i realised we didnt take a syf photo again!
tragic.

went back to school, to sum it up, it was dark scary ghostly and eerie.
HAHAHA.

I FOUND IT. the song that i've been looking for for the longest time ever. get low - ying yang twins ft lil jon

MSG TO THE SYFERS 2005,
mabel, veekay, andrea, keisha, jaime, nutfart, khym, ming, kyna, lydia, jiayi, isabella, gretchen, joanne, nicoletan, nicoledasilva, lyn
omg you guys. i cant believe this was our last performance together ever and forever. :( so sad aye! ill miss you guys alot. like, we've been through damn alot together. zaki's and mrs zailee's talks,scoldings, practices where we really felt damn shit and didnt feel like dancing, the times at ice cube and seoul garden, making fun of ming, cracking jokes and laughing damn loudly and all.. and the worst part is, we didnt take a group photo. hahah. stupid la, i swear. i love you guys, MUCH. love. :)

syf performance tomorrow,
at the musical fountain in sentosa.

jpgoslrofgksy, YAY!

how can you mend a broken heart

chinese orals today
i think it went rather badly, the first word i said was "sorry" in english, no less HAHA well done beverley!

oh welllllll. even mr chan made fun of the way i speak chinese. *#&%)(#*$

went to eat after that with jacinta, stef and januari, then met jo and nor. hoho. 9 o clock ah!

my 6 page lit essay is waiting for me. im seriously considering not going to school tomorrow.. double physics double emath double english (emath test) double cme (lit with mag low) afbjckskrojc HELP!

ah but i have michael buble to keep me company.

Since I met you days are brighter
Life's uneven loads are lighter
When I hear you whisper the words I long to hear dear
Now I look into your eyes
I'm lost in knowing that you are all I want
My need for you is growing
Guess I'm falling, I think I'm falling for you
Think about falling for me too

/Michael Buble, Guess I'm Falling For You

smile like you mean it

day out with mabel, jo, veekay and lalee. what a weird bunch eh? but i had fun, nonetheless. :)

lunched, played pool at monstercue (hilarious), yami yoghurt!
exciting, no?

i wanna get the purple or green straw bag, and the black and red stripy shirt. budget shopping at meridien eh mabel? hoho.

school tomorrow, and i just realised i got a ton of uncompleted homework, like a minimum 6 page lit essay, ss workbook, emath revision worksheet 2. just to name a few.

okay, im out.

today was the same as all the other sundays, cable tv, charmed, tuition, bubble tea, and here i am, so jaded.

so. two more one-hour dance practices and thats IT. it kills me just thinking about it. okay, stop already,

Keisha Nameera Srinivasan makes me happy, and i make her happy too, dont i? :) since you allow me to call you Nameera, i guess i'll allow you to call me Matilda. see how much i love you?

im gon miss mabel, veekay, jaime, nutfart, khym, keisha and andrea.

to name a few.

go listen to Pon De Replay by Rihanna, ooh its addictive.

I'd kill for you
I'd do you things that I know she wouldnt do
I write these words and I want the truth
Why cant I be with you
Why cant I be the one for you

/Matchbook Romance, Short and Sweet

wake me up when september ends

hokaydokay, im back!

school's been pretty good. dance meeting on tuesday, and guess what? im the emcee for danceamania 2005. ROAR. sucks please. but ill have veekay with me, so its all good.

lunch with veekay, mabel, andrea and keisha on wed. happy belated birthday vanessa bernadette kemp mei yin! then went to get chocolates at the cocoa trees with mabel. saw alotta ij girls there. hoho. quite funny.

SYF on thurs! oohmygawd. like dance, finally! :D we were like shit though. i nearly died from stretching. everyone's split was like HAHAHA. and our syf was simply just crap. but i had fun anyway :) i love the syfers la. lunch/dinner after that with jaime, nut, khym, mabel and andrea. talked laughed and ate then cabbed to jacinta's house to get my dance shirt and all, then had tuition.

youth day celebrations yesterday. mass at the carpark. blahblah and anyway, the DISCO was the highlight of the entire thing. it was quite funny really, a big crowd of people standing around and a big hole in the centre of the hall with nobody dancing at first.

went to the canteen, then met the dancers at 10 in the hall again. watched people dancing (like finally) and stupid jo wrote our names down for the dance competition thing. it was so stupid. but fun watching those people go up there and um dancing hahah!

jo got carried to the stage but she managed to escape anyway. hahaha. then me lydia kyna mabel andrea and all ran away, 'mabel lee! where is mabel lee? TOILET!' 'beverley chow..? TOILET!' 'keisha?? TOILET!' HAHA, so in the end we didnt have to go up. so dumb la please.

bio prac after that. took photos in the lab. and then started on the cucumber experiment. waited for jacinta to finish her band, then went to town with mitch, jo and jacinta.

lunch at cine cafe, then to monstercue where jo played pool and me mitch and jacinta just talked laughed watched mabel eunice and all play pool and rated um people. hahaha! it was damn funny. had my yami yoghurt, peach, after that. mm it was good. :) mitch is so funny la please. she's such a brat. HA!

OH YEAH this weird woman tapped me on the shoulder and she was like, 'excuse me can i borrow your phone (it was mitch's) help me dial the number. i dont know how to use the phone. ya 9 (blahblah) okay you help me listen then when got sound you pass to me' HAHAHA and her conversation went like this 'hello my dear brother. i just called to say i miss you you know. when can i meet you? 10 july? another 10 days from now you know. okay ill call you on 10 july. bye' HAHA! she was so weird. and i thought she was gon run away with the phone so i was all ready to grab her in case she ran. hoho.

SYF performance next saturday at sentosa. i heard all the schools which got gold are gon be performing. hmm interesting, i cant wait! yay dance

and danceamania 2005! 3rd august, please get tickets.

irony and hypocrisy. im speechless.

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